Today sucks. Ive been alone all day while my supposed "friends" all spent the day together. I tried to go watch the football game with some people but my terrible mood just got the best of me. Drew is mad at me and ignoring me, but i guess i don't blame him. It just sucks that I'm pushing away the one person i need most right now. I wish he'd invite me out tonight i could use a night of fun, but deep down i know ill be sitting right here in my bed. My mom said i need to find a roommate for next year because we can't afford it otherwise, so basically, im screwed. Fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck everyone. Fuck today.